More thoughts

I guess I just have to accept this. I need to respect her feelings in that she doesn't want anything to do with me, it's only because of Dave though. She has nothing personally against me, it's just my connection with Dave. I'm not the same person as Dave but I guess it brings up suppressed emotions in her mind. I just need to keep praying to get me though this, accepting something like this that I don't understand is hard for me but with God's help it's possible. God even today helped my nerves, I was so nervous about all of this happenings and I just gave it to God and he took away my nerves. I just gotta keep in there and on Friday I get to see Dave so that should help a little bit too. He is one of those people I can tell anything to and he knows exactly what's happened and what's going on in my life, more than my parents or siblings. I would tell Aaron if he was ever online anymore at a time I could talk to him but I understand he's busy just like how I'm busy too. I just gotta accept the world as it is and stop messing with it. It's like the prayer that Molly gave me a little while ago which says something of I need to have wisdom to accept things as they are, I should find that and pray it tonight.