I know I should get to bed but I can't because I'm not tired enough yet I've woken up before 7 every day this week and have to do it again tomorrow.. joy! I love Dave, he is such an encouragement to me.. but I'm nervous that we are still so young that it might not last..
He is my best friend seriously and I don't want to lose a friend like him. I can see being with him forever but he can get on my nerves but that's just me being me. i want to just grow up and get on my life because then I don't have to plan so much for the future.. kinda, I can do what I want without being like "i'm too young" That makes since right?
Okay, so I'm applying to Hope and Western for sure and I might as well for Calvin. But if I really am not going to go to State or Michigan why am I still applying? It just doesn't make much since.. So should I just drop it? It would make my life so much easier.
Then there's the possibilities with my future. I'm gonna go into psych, I know that but do I want to go into clinical therapy or pastoral counseling or what? Things are just stressing me out and then I need a butt load of scholarships and I need to apply to those.. and I'm not getting sleep, I just need to chill out sometime and just let things happen, take a step back from my own life for a while. I should go to bed but I'm waiting for Aaron to come online so that I can talk to him... and maybe watch "Hair" but if we don't have time for that because I need to get to bed then why am I still up, I can just leave a message. Gahhh.. life, annoy. I so sleepy!!!!!
1. this picutre just made my evening.
ReplyDelete2. glad you have someone like dave :) he sounds amazing. don't worry about the young thing. thesselonians uh, 3 soething says that you shoudln't let anyone look down on you because you are young. being young can be good!